a march baby it is

First things first-
how sweet is this little naptime with Guthrie and Riley? They've gotten so sweet together! I love it.


And then other news. Looks like Guthrie will be a big sister at this time tomorrow.
We've got a c-section scheduled for a variety of reasons I'm sure I'll go into at a later date. For now we're just taking a day to process and pack and spend the last night as a 3 person family.
My emotions are running the full gamut as you would expect and I've got a massive headache from crying. I'd be lying if I said a part of me wasn't still hoping for labor tonight.
But we're going to be ok. And in less than 24 hours we'll be a family of 4 and that will be a good and lovely thing even if the road there is complicated.

So, we'll post pics as soon as we're able, but it'll be a few days before anything much gets written here as I feel like I'm just going to need some time.

love you all and thank you so much for your support during this journey! It's never, ever quite like we plan is it?

for those of you in the area I'll let you know when we're welcoming visitors.
I can't wait to see you!